I have one overarching dread that does affect me despite being otherwise fearless, I am introverted and drained by being in crowds and every second three more people are added to the population after death rate is calculated. I blink my eyes and the psychic vampires needing to drain me to refill their energy are crowding me exponentially. Every second it becomes exponentially more inevitable that people I want nothing to do with whatsoever will encroach in my personal space to drain me of my vitality to revitalize themselves. I can socialize remotely via Internet without it draining me, I'd live in the woods as a hermit but wilderness is giving way to urban sprawl and exponential housing need for exponential population growth. I know from camping that many people seek wilderness to get away from people too and it only draws more people to where I want solitude far away from people in increasingly smaller plots of land that aren't owned by people and isn't private property. Seems my only respite from being vampirized by humanity is death but even then due to quantum immortality I'll continue to be swarmed by the immortal living dead persisting to exist as undead as any vampire. Humans are classified as social creatures, so are vampire bats. At least literal vampires can't procreate, they lack functional immortal gonads of mass destruction.
https://www.worldometers.info/world-population/
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