The return of the Poems/Songs (pt3)

[Trivium \m/]

Well, I get them really easily because i have had a not so happy child-hood and im in high school right now where I am pretty much the only gothic kid in a school of 5,000 people so it gets incrediably lonly especially when there is about 3,000 "gangster's" making fun of you and asking extremely personal questions just to make their friends laugh. I also just create stories in my head when I am bored and I want to create a story in a song but it's to much for me to handle so I try to break them up into little peices,place them in my songs/poems and see how they turn out.

[Trivium \m/]

Yet another song done during my lunch period. hope you guys like it:

Painul Memories

With all the good times
That we had behind us,
I can only see that time
When you decided to leave me.
Now everytime I see you
I just want to cry inside,
I just want to die inside
Because I cannot have you.

(Chorus)
Everytime I begin to remember
Everything that we have been through
I begin to relize that
We are just that...through.

Why can't I get these
Damn images of us
Out of my head even though
We are no longer a couple?

(Chorus)

When I looked into the eyes
Of the one that I had loved,
I was ready to speak
From deep within my heart.
However,I refused
To let a word fall out
Because I could not tell
What as going to heppen.

(Chorus)

[screwed]

atlast you're bacK!!
was thinking coupple of days ago where you went.. (allmost had to search you out )
so its good to see you again, and listen to your writings..

Sign, FaN!!

[Trivium \m/]

Wow, i never knew that I had a fan here at EP. Thx for the welcome back and it's good to be back. I was away because I was going through the most confusing moments that I have ever experienced and it is all thanks to a certain girl that I am deeply in llve with.Thats a different topic, so anyway, thx again for the welcoming back and I hope you continue to like my poetry/songs (^__^)

EDIT: I wrote another song yestorday but a friend of mine has it so I will probably get the song back tomorrow, make a couple of changes, and post it

[Trivium \m/]

When I was in the library during my lunch period, I was checking out a couple of my old poems and songs, I saw an poems that I had writen called "The Coldest Day". So I decided to change the poem into a song and when I had written about 1/2 the song, I relized that I was creating another song. So I had to change the lyrics around and change the chorus a bit but I dont think that the songs are bad. The 2nd song that I wrote is rather simple and easy but it is a powerful song (I think it is) Enjoy. (these 2 songs are not one of the songs that my friend has, I should be getting that back tomorrow)

The Coldest Day (This song is a work in progress)

I am so cold
Now that you are no longer here.
Why did you leave me when
I needed your strength to face my fears?
I am so cold
Because you have left my heart.
Even when we created memories,
I knew this was going to happen from the start.

(Chorus)
I wanted to believe that
You could change my destiny,
But destiny cannot be changed
And alone is what I will always be.

I am so cold
That I can no longer breathe,
With my breath
Being taken away from me.
I am so cold
Because you walked away from me.
You left me to bleed and
You left me to die.

(Chorus)



Revenge

Why am I chained
The this torture called life,
When I can die
By using this bloodied knife?
There is too much pressure
Inside my mind
That I am going to
Kill all mankind.

(Chorus)
I will get my revenge
For the years of abuse.
I will get my revenge
And use this fuking nuce.

Why do I stay up
Every single night,
Curl into a ball
And cry my eyes out?
I am going to
Do something deadly,
I am going to
Kill everybody.

(Chorus)

Cry,Cry,Cry
You fuking loser.
Die,Die,Die
You fuking abuser.
Cry,Cry,Cry
You fuking loser.
Die,Die,Die
You fuking abuser.

[Trivium \m/]

Well, since no one seems to care about what I write and what I think, this is the last time that I will ever post any songs/poems here at EP. All I was doing was sharing something that I value more than my own pathetic life with you guys but you cant even appreciate or even judge what I type so this is the last time you will see me here at EP and I mean it this time. So long and fuk all of you.

[Xaenn]

Hey man, no need to get so pissed off. I used to write a lot of lyrics but I was never that good at it. I like some of the stuff you got on here and think it's cool that you're postin so much stuff...